Tuesday, December 27, 2005
last night i tossed and turned in bed. and i had a thought: my insecurities and fears are catching up with me in my dreams. urgh.
anyway, i had plans for christmas in the end thanks to phi, shiqi, pam lim and wq. my total saviours. and i had fun :) i'm looking forward to having sleepover at phi's house soon! so we watched The Family Stone and shiqi didn't watch it because she had to go for some bbq. and me and phi liked the movie while wq and pam lim thought it sucked. haha. but town was super crowded. and at cine we saw this group of
beng guys with one girl i think looking at some girl's friendster. like in public?! like the whole world can see?! gosh. it kind of grossed us out. and as usual we talked and crapped but it is always ever so funny.
today is class dinner day. think i'll skip that. because i can't go out everyday and tomorrow is mtv gathering which was planned a long time ago. and i've been pangsehing them quite a lot and i do miss them. and t37? i was so excited to have class stuff at first so that i can spend last good moments before i move on to another class and nothing could be done. no response all. only the same enthu few people whom i feel quite bad pangsehing today. i think it would be bad of me if i go out everyday and make my parents upset. furthermore, i know i don't deserve to enjoy my holidays. so now i'm avoiding calls and all but will prob leave a msg to tell phy i won't be going. and i hope they have fun. forgive me if i'm being such an irritating prick.
phong.
love you like a sister;
2:03 pm
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Hello! Alright I shall BLOG to reaffirm my very important status and presence in this humble little abode. And louie, I have not "died-ed" ok. Pangsai face. But I know you miss me nevertheless. :) AWWW you're so sweet ;)
First off, I would like to wish everyone a very
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :)!
while waiting for phong to tell me how long her emergency extension would take. Haha. I'm still waiting to leave the house you know. Phongsai. Anyway, I'll be meeting dear Phi, Shiqi, Pam Lim and of course the ever-so-qian-bian Phong later in Orchard. We're probably gonna catch a movie or just sit down and chit chat.
And right, I think blogs are more interesting to read when there're pictures to look at. So I'm going to attempt to take unglam pics of them all and post them up here for your viewing pleasure. :)
Ohh good I finally got the signal to leave. Toodles, all.
WeiQin
--the one and only.
love you like a sister;
2:03 pm
Friday, December 23, 2005
i haven't woken up before noon for a damn long time. okay fine i'm a lazy ass. yes yes i admit it. and today i actually woke up at 7 plus to eat breakfast with shou and huihui. enlightening yes? anyway the 3 of us were talking on the phone last night which was very funny and interesting and we even went on to talk about our dream honeymoon and i swear shou is a romance freak. haha. but actually the place most suitable for her is like North Korea because she can like visit Kim Jong Yi. hahaha. is that how you spell his name? hurrr. first i talked to huihui on the phone for like almost 2 hours until shou called huihui and said i was biased to call huihui and not her. haha. so the 3 of us talked like for about 2 hours so like i talked for 4 hours or longer than that. madness. i don't really talk on the phone so this is like some exception. and i love talks like these :) then we were wondering if dawn was awake but we thought it was too late like 2 plus already. haha.
oh and you know those guylian chocs in the supermarket? next time they will be replaced by shoulian. haha.
oh yes i just realised i have no plans for christmas. but shou doesn't have either. maybe we can go romantic together. *puke* haha. gosh my christmas is utterly boringggg.
-phongus the funky fungus.
haha. i remember rachel and liane used to call me phongus.
love you like a sister;
12:28 pm
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
wq was so excited to watch M&Ms dance. hoho.
and omg abercrombie and hollister have skirts to die for! but if it comes to singapore then everyone will have it :(
love you like a sister;
9:14 pm
Saturday, December 17, 2005
today or techinically yesterday was a rather happy day :)
carefree and just laughing at the most stupid things. stupid yes, but nevertheless fun :)
oh and me, wq, shou and huihui saw a cute waiter at Holland V's NYDC but then he's either gay or sissy. too bad. haha.
and i think i'm in love with huihui's house. she better watch out. haha.
hoho. wq is going kuantan for a wedding dinner.
wq: please look after your blister!!
phong.
love you like a sister;
3:40 am
Friday, December 16, 2005
and omg i just remembered something. i dreamt about someone last night and it has been the 3rd time dreaming about that person. this is freaky. haha. i wonder how many more times would i dream of that person.
phong.
love you like a sister;
2:26 am
Thursday, December 15, 2005
i haven't stepped out of my house for a long time and today i finally did :) was with wq. long time since i went out with her too. but it was heartwarming :) like the good old times.
anyway, yesterday night was not a very happy night. the family gathered in the dining room talking about serious stuff. now i feel like a disappointment true and through more than ever. urgh. was feeling very weird. this fear that overwhelmed. the feeling sucks. but oh well, am pretty fine now i guess.
those words sounded so scary. so scary that i could almost shiver and cry.
3 heads hung low. we frowned. but the look in our eyes was common.
love you like a sister;
11:54 pm
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
today was one of the rare times i saw my mom cry. i couldn't help it but cry as well. i guess it was the quarrel she just had with my younger brother that sparked everything. i've never seen her crying so much like me. it was rather scary.
i want to remember this day and event.
and there was something about what my mom said that made me feel that i was wrong to have secretly felt like my parents were biased towards my elder brother and that he gets a lot of things. now thinking, it was only right that my parents spent more on my brother because he helped them save a huge amount of money for his education. he deserves it.
i do not understand why my younger brother has something against my elder brother. i think he should try to mend the relationship before kor disappears next year. because by then, we would only have pathetic time left together. and not to mention that the thought of kor leaving frightens me. sigh.
and a whole other bunch of stuff to think about.
phong.
love you like a sister;
8:09 pm
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
it's good to know that wq is enjoying herself. was quite an interesting entry i must say. haha.
and i've just watched Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants which was rather sweet. i don't seem to remember that it played in Singapore. did it?
i feel so tired and worn out.
and the nightmare continues...
love you like a sister;
4:15 pm
Saturday, December 03, 2005
-Gone with the wind-
love you like a sister;
2:45 pm
